I had a nightmare last night I was…

I had a nightmare last night.

I was supposed to get together with some friends, but for some reason I was staying in a hotel while they were staying somewhere else. Frustrated, I asked them if we could talk about things and if I could see them, but they responded saying there was nothing to talk about. It felt terrible. I was so desperate to get them back but they didn’t want anything to do with me.

Maybe it’s because yesterday I saw a clip on Youtube that said never make someone a priority who considers you an option. Or maybe it was due to some negative feelings I had a week or so ago about my declining relationships. Probably both.

I need to see about making some more friends and connections